Bad. Someone has to remind me what happened yesterday or at an event and -boom- I get a recall permission notification that sends me a mind video of a snippet.
Otherwise, my brain is firmly fixated on the present and somehow naively excited about future plans.
I used to think that I cherry-picked the past, but no I just average and flatten it quicker than most.
Introspection is something I’m capable of, but it’s mostly feelings based rather than event based because I can’t recall examples of my behaviour very well, I just vibe it.
It hasn’t affected me at school, my short term memory functions mostly okay, and I excel in getting things done, but it does bother me that my longterm recall is open only to strangers and not to myself.
Bad. Someone has to remind me what happened yesterday or at an event and -boom- I get a recall permission notification that sends me a mind video of a snippet.
Otherwise, my brain is firmly fixated on the present and somehow naively excited about future plans.
I used to think that I cherry-picked the past, but no I just average and flatten it quicker than most.
Introspection is something I’m capable of, but it’s mostly feelings based rather than event based because I can’t recall examples of my behaviour very well, I just vibe it.
It hasn’t affected me at school, my short term memory functions mostly okay, and I excel in getting things done, but it does bother me that my longterm recall is open only to strangers and not to myself.